Monday, 24 June 2019

Honesty And Authenticity

slayqueen_tasmiya


None of us are perfect

Yes

That's the fact

Every person has his own kinda flaws, we all do mistakes.

But what I believe in is atleast, ATLEAST making an effort to be on the positive side of the being.

In the world where people believe that being HONEST and AUTHENTIC is so outdated and If someone follow it, they say "you are so overrated as a human", let's be a little extra as they say it to be and try being honest and nice with each-other.

Now, speaking about these two adjectives or adverbs (however you take'em to be)-

 it takes least amount of effort to be "free of deceit, truthful and sincere" (as Google dictionary describes Honesty) BUT we often tend to flip on the untrue or illusory side of our being. We find it easy to fake or lubricate the stuff up and present it, which might actually benefit you for the moment. But will it benefit you in the long run?

There is this weird kinda belief in mortals of today's generation(should I actually mention generation? because this belief can be sensed in all the generations) that you cannot have a rapid growth in your career if you be honest or authentic (genuine), there is this misconception that if you are trying to impress your authorities with pleasing things more than your work, you get promoted easily and quick. 
But let's state the fact that "India is adding about 13 million new workers every year to its labor pool" and you never know when your so called "authorities" are getting down the throne, do you still wanna impress them?

Think about it because at the end of the day your metrics speak for you and no one else.












Monday, 29 April 2019

Dear Earth

Slayqueen_tasmiya

I love you

I really mean it


I'm sorry, I'm not able to take care of you as much as I should. 

Yet, you never forget to bestow your blessings on me.


Thank you for having me experience so many seasons,climates, sceneries and what not..


Please don't become the LAVA Monster as shown in the movie Moana,that scares me.

Please please please be like the character  "Goddess Te Fiti".


I Love You!

©slayqueentasmiya

Wednesday, 27 February 2019

My Kinda Love

SlayqueenTasmiya

I love it when I'm loved for my toil.
Not for my smile and
Not for my style,
Not for my hair and I walk like I'm on the aisle. 


Not for my silence and
Not for my innocence,
Not for my curves and nothing girly masculine.
Yes, I love to be praised and love to be fine,
But just keep it for my toil.


©slayqueentasmiya

Flow

SlayqueenTasmiya


So many 

So same


Some amazing 

Some lame


Few sensitive

Few brave


They ask you to follow the trend

Or you are at shame


Few had to leave 

Few have just came


Some overrated

Some deserving the fame


So many

So same


©slayqueentasmiya

Tuesday, 19 February 2019

Marriage or Torture

Girl is born, people talk about her marriage,

She learns to speak, people talk about her marriage.


Girl does a mistake, they say girl you got no rights,
She likes something, oh no you got no rights.

You don't belong here, you belong to some other home.
You can't live like this, you belong to someone else.
You can't have your own choices, you belong to someone else.

Attain maturity, peace ends.
Finish studies, peace ends.
Have a good job, peace ends.
Wow, you are a Boss-girl with vision but still your peace ends.

Constant torture 
Constant torture 
Constant torture 

Back in the days it was instant death at birth,
Now they have a slow poisoning style.

Say no to marriage, you are spoiled brat.
Say no to marriage, you are disobeying parents.
Say no to marriage, you are characterless.
Say no to marriage, you are sleeping with someone else.

I say yes to my dreams,
I say yes to my thoughts,
I say yes to my freedom to live,
I say yes to my feelings,
I say yes to me.

No, I'm not disrespecting my parents, I'm respecting me,
Keep on torturing, 
Keep on burning me,
Keep on telling I am bad for living it my way.


I say no to your thoughts,
I say no to your marriage idea,
I say no to your torture,
I say no to this world.

And probably, yes to my death.

©slayqueentasmiya

Saturday, 2 February 2019

We The Indians



We Indians have big dreams, infact huge dreams.
Ask any person either it's a small kid or old man, what's their dream. They'll come up with unbelievable answers. Even though they dream huge, they settle for everything that's in the middle.
Slayqueentasmiya
IC to rightful owner

I know, now your question is why do they settle? 
We Indians have a mindset which has been carried as a burden from I don't know how many years, at-least I have heard that from the day I'm born.
That mindset is- if I do this "what will the people think", " how will the society react", "society will not accept it", "will I be criticized", " I might get traumatized" and the list just goes on.....

Are all these questions really required?
Is this mindset helping you in any manner?

Who is the society? 
We people are the society, in other words I am the society, you are the society. 
Without even trying to achieve your goals or living your dreams, why do you say society will not accept? 
slayqueentasmiya
IC to rightful owner

You are the society, Live your dreams for you.

Influence the people with your dreams and I assure you every hard-work is appreciated today or tomorrow. 
There are many scientists, poets, artists whose work was appreciated after their death, their work made them immortal.
And even if it's not appreciated, you would at-least be satisfied that you tried to work on your dreams, you lived the life you wanted, you achieved the goals you had set.
Isn't that feeling wonderful? 
Don't you want that feeling on the day you say good-bye to this world? 
I'm sure you want it, as I do.
So,
Cut the cliche 
What's yours is yours
Make it yours.

©slayqueentasmiya


Monday, 14 January 2019

Current Status

Current status : happily single 
No, I don't have an argue to get fucked emotionally, mentally and physically any sooner.
No, I wouldn't say I'm a virgin because I have been fucked hard every time I trusted someone, as it is said life fucks everyone.
I know I speak profanity a lot 
I know I am blunt
I know I am arrogant
I know I am stubborn
I know I don't fit in the so called proper "friend" or "girlfriend" bracket and why do I have to? 
I don't like pretending something else which I am not, and if you don't like what I am just walk out.
I don't question about whom you are dating
I don't try to be nosy about whom you are marrying 
I don't try to pretend like I am your only friend
I don't try to bodyshame you 
I don't come to your home and question how much money you have
I don't talk to your parents like I am your grandma 
And this explains what are the boundaries I draw, please follow them.
I know what I bring to the table and I don't deal with garbage.
You are you,
I am me.
You can't be me, I don't want to be you.
Don't mess. 
Stay away.
-slayqueentasmiya

Saturday, 5 January 2019

Blood Sweat Body

slayqueen_tasmiya
Blood Sweat Body


I want to reassure you that you can do it. 
I want you to reassure you that you can make the decisions.
I want to reassure you that no matter what the night, no matter what the storm, no matter what the difficulty, there isn't anybody here that can't figure it out, find some things to do, 
one step at a time? Yes. 
Minute at a time? Yes. 
A day at a time? Yes. 
A week at a time? Yes. 
But there isn't anything you can't walk away from. 
There isn't any challenge you can't overcome.
I want you to have that kind of belief in yourself.

Wednesday, 8 August 2018

I Tried To Tell

slayqueen_tasmiya
I tried to tell,
I was sick but not physically.
The pricks, the cuts, the cotton balls soaking blood wasn't painful,
Painful was the thing in my mind.
I was sick there,
I wanted to be rescued, and they did try to rescue me 
But they dint diagnose me right.
It wasn't the physical pain which was killing me, it was the mind, the soul, the heart,
I wanted to be healed,
I still want to
But no one prioritized the mental health, not even so called doctors-
My heart palpated like its in a race 
My breath wanted to stop at once 
My eyes were blur
My legs were trembling
My brain felt like there is some insect roaming around in it
My legs had no strength 
My spinal cord felt broken
Yes, I was terribly sick but not physically.
I wanted to be healed,
I tried to tell.